Well hello there new year.

The new year is two days in and I feel as if I rang it in right. My best friend from college was here with me to watch t.v., drink sparkling grape juice, and talk till 5am. We made a pretty nice list of things to do this year that are realistic and fabulous. So yeah, a good start.

I feel that I need to blog more about things, but I'm not going to be negative at all anymore. No more tortured, ridiculous poetry. Just the best things that I am feeling or that is happening to me. So many things have happened this past year that I wouldn't want to relive, but I feel that the most important things were also the happiest. That is the way I want to see things-as completely optimistic as I can. I'm a mix of a realist and a dreamer, I let my emotions get the best of me but bottle them up all at once. But that's just the way I work, and I can accept it, but strive to make the best of what I am and have.

Things happen for a reason. Even when I don't understand that reason.

So here it goes, welcome back in.