recent developments

Shall I attempt my usual list format?

Well for starters, I'm pretty stoked that I had made the Dean's List...and so did my sister *proud of her*.

My first newspaper as Editor of the Arts and Entertainment section came out and I pulled it off rather well.

The next one I'm starting layout on Friday with a columnist and new feature I created *crosses fingers*.

I have a new crush, and we'll see how that develops in time (:

My best friend and I are doing rather swimmingly, it's nice to start all over and to have been completely genuine from the start.

My best friends from high school haven't really been as close as I want, and it's mostly my fault...downer ):

I got news that if I don't get my guardianship turned over to my dad, I won't be able to afford school next year, but the lawyer is all up on that mess.

And yeah, that's really about it for now.

Life is good regardless of some minor setbacks. I'm happier now than ever and everyday I think of how precious life is. Praise be to God.

Well hello there new year.

The new year is two days in and I feel as if I rang it in right. My best friend from college was here with me to watch t.v., drink sparkling grape juice, and talk till 5am. We made a pretty nice list of things to do this year that are realistic and fabulous. So yeah, a good start.

I feel that I need to blog more about things, but I'm not going to be negative at all anymore. No more tortured, ridiculous poetry. Just the best things that I am feeling or that is happening to me. So many things have happened this past year that I wouldn't want to relive, but I feel that the most important things were also the happiest. That is the way I want to see things-as completely optimistic as I can. I'm a mix of a realist and a dreamer, I let my emotions get the best of me but bottle them up all at once. But that's just the way I work, and I can accept it, but strive to make the best of what I am and have.

Things happen for a reason. Even when I don't understand that reason.

So here it goes, welcome back in.