update

I've been journaling everyday so I have been neglecting my blog and would like to apologize to my cyberstalker *coughjoecough* :/
sooo here's what it is fools!
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Good things:
3 out of 5 colleges have accepted me so far
I started this year with quite an experience and liked how it made me feel
I've reconnected with a friend that I love and had been missing the stimulating conversations
I'm working on my confidence and am slowly getting rid of some emotional baggage
Awesome things are coming up soon that I'm uber excited about
I turned in my "Shapeshift" poem to the school's literary magazine "Pathways"
I get to see my little sister this weekend if the snow is kept at bay, it's been over a year
I might actually get to hang out with one of my guy friends without having to cancel on him again
Depending on how I do, my scholarship luncheon this weekend might prove wonderful

Bad things:
I still suck at Calculus
I've been wasting my time watching re-runs of Buffy ha
I'm a big cry baby, seriously
I've already effed up some of my resolutions already
I haven't been sleeping well
When I do sleep, my dreams aren't so wonderful
My senioritis is kicking in big time
I haven't been thinking things through as well as I have in the past
I'm still not over that one thing, gahh

yup, that's the update