Sincerely, A Hopeless Romantic
Roses And Rue
 Could we dig up this long-buried treasure,
             Were it worth the pleasure,
             We never could learn love's song,
             We are parted too long.             
 Could the passionate past that is fled
             Call back its dead,
             Could we live it all over again,
             Were it worth the pain!             
 I remember we used to meet
             By an ivied seat,
             And you warbled each pretty word
             With the air of a bird;             
 And your voice had a quaver in it,
             Just like a linnet,
             And shook, as the blackbird's throat
             With its last big note;             
 And your eyes, they were green and grey
             Like an April day,
             But lit into amethyst
             When I stooped and kissed;             
 And your mouth, it would never smile
             For a long, long while,
             Then it rippled all over with laughter
             Five minutes after.             
 You were always afraid of a shower,
             Just like a flower:
             I remember you started and ran
             When the rain began.             
 I remember I never could catch you,
             For no one could match you,
             You had wonderful, luminous, fleet,
             Little wings to your feet.             
 I remember your hair - did I tie it?
             For it always ran riot -
             Like a tangled sunbeam of gold:
             These things are old.             
 I remember so well the room,
             And the lilac bloom
             That beat at the dripping pane
             In the warm June rain;             
 And the colour of your gown,
             It was amber-brown,
             And two yellow satin bows
             From your shoulders rose.             
 And the handkerchief of French lace
             Which you held to your face -
             Had a small tear left a stain?
             Or was it the rain?             
 On your hand as it waved adieu
             There were veins of blue;
             In your voice as it said good-bye
             Was a petulant cry,             
 'You have only wasted your life.'
             (Ah, that was the knife!)
             When I rushed through the garden gate
             It was all too late.             
 Could we live it over again,
             Were it worth the pain,
             Could the passionate past that is fled
             Call back its dead!             
 Well, if my heart must break,
             Dear love, for your sake,
             It will break in music, I know,
             Poets' hearts break so.             
 But strange that I was not told
             That the brain can hold
             In a tiny ivory cell
             God's heaven and hell.             

Hopeless Romantic...
ReplyDeleteWhat a strange thing to call someone who wants to believe with all their heart that they have found something worthwhile. We are the ones With all the hope, yet nothing to show for it.
Better we be known as Fruitless Romantics. Sounds funny but it is a good analogy. You tend and nurture the plant in hopes that one day it bears fruit that you can enjoy.